misanthrope_md: (pain)
misanthrope_md ([personal profile] misanthrope_md) wrote2008-04-12 11:30 pm
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for Jack

House walked back to the hut from the ball. His leg didn't even hurt, because he mostly felt numb.

He'd gone outside for some air, and that's when he'd heard Jack's voice from the shadows. Not just Jack's voice, but Jack's moan, a sound he recognized all too well. And so he'd gotten only close enough to see Jack and Alcuin making out against a wall. And it wasn't even just that they were kissing, it was the sheer intimacy of it, the way Jack's lips brushed across the boy's forehead, the way Alcuin was softly saying, "so beautiful, my love" in French.

House would have rather seen him fucking most other people than to see that. Why him? What was it about that fucking kid? Was he really that goddamned pretty? ... okay, he was. But there had to be more to it than that!

As much as House had wanted to stalk over there and grab the kid by his hair and tell him to stay the hell away from Jack, and anyone else that House loved for that matter, he'd actually just felt nauseated instead. He'd started walking away, afraid that he might throw up, and then eventually he was just back at their hut.

He sat on the bed, waiting, each minute that passed thinking how much further things could have gotten between Jack and Alcuin.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
He'd hung around for a while and put himself back together, then went looking for House. Not at the boarding house, he followed the path to the hut, hoping Greg had just gotten bored and gone home.

Padfoot darted past him when e opened the door and Jack gave the dog a quick glance before he walked in and closed the door behind him.

"Thought you might be here," he said, forcing the casual tone.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Jack nodded and turned, pulling the tie he'd never to fix from around his neck and shrugging the jacket of the tux off.

"Sorry. I don't know why I made you go. I didn't want to be there, either."

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
"I stayed outside. Went for a walk with Ianto so he wouldn't hit the tree anymore, then talked to a couple people. Nothing exciting," he said, the dull acceptance having crept back in on the walk home. He undid his cuffs and the buttons, then joined House on the bed, leaning in to kiss his neck.

"Fuck me," he whispered.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
"Not suddenly," he said, his voice growing deeper. "Been waiting all day..."

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Jack gasped, his lips parted and eyes falling closed. "Yes," he whispered, massaging the truth of the one small word.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
"I...know," he answered, swallowing hard. If he'd thought about it, Jack might have questioned why now, of all times, House was acting like this.

Fact was, it felt to good for him to care.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
"I...yeah," he groaned, arching closer and reaching out to try to get the suit jacket off of Greg. "God, please, Greg...you're hurting me." Just a statement. He really didn't want him to stop. And as if he hadn't needed to get off bad enough before he got home, now he was almost shaking.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes. God, yes," he answered, pulling against Greg's hand so he could open his eyes and look at him. "If...you want to."

The lines were so undefined that Jack still wasn't sure if he could ask, should ask, or if Greg wanted to. But...flexible. Hell, if he could keep his pants on around everyone else, Greg could do this one thing.

He licked his lips slowly and nodded. "Please Greg, keep hurting me."

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
Jack went quiet. His breathing was shallow, eyes closed again, his fingers curling to hold onto the bedding. This wasn't something he'd let just anyone do to him. It wasn't anything he'd ask anyone to do to him.

He groaned softly, unable to keep it in, and with his next breath he whispered, almost to softly to be heard.

"More."

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
He cried out, the sound muffled by the kiss. He lunged toward him, pressing against Greg's hand, kissing him almost desperately. It hurt...God, it hurt. It was perfect.

It was penance.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Thighs spread quickly and Jack whimpered softly. Pain, need, it was all blurring into one and all he could think of was please. He let go of the bedding and grasped Greg's shoulders, holding him there, tempted to pull him closer but afraid he might stop.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Jesus, Greg...I need you every fucking minute of the day," he gasped, rocking his hips to meet his hand. "You've got no idea. Three...four...five times a day. Need...fuck, so much..." Jack said, his voice cracking a bit.

[identity profile] captainjack.livejournal.com 2008-04-13 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah...yes," he lied, gasping and squirming to get closer. To get more. "Greg, I need you. Please. Please."

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